mi-Boys Love

Boys Love

By Mi-chan

Note: These are my charas, but I see no reason why I should have to copyright them because I really don’t think anyone else would want to write about them… I started writing this when I first began to write fics, but I never finished it. Actually I thought I had deleted it…but I found it on a floppy…^^ and so I decided to finish it. But yeh, the reason why I am was saying that I started it ages ago is to explain perhaps that is not well written… Oh…this is for Lady7 and Sugi.

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Part One

Miyake Takehiko woke up early, yawning; he managed to drag himself out of bed… His bleached brown hair was standing up in a mess across his head; he was too sleepy to do anything about his appearance but ignore it and went instead to eat breakfast. His younger brother and sister laughed as Miyake came in; he was so tired he couldn’t walk straight and almost walked into a wall. His eyes were half shut and his mouth in a stupid grin, his hair all standing up. Somehow even with his unruly appearance he looked good, it always take little effort for him to look good. Miyake froze hearing their laughter it had the effect of slightly waking him up. He got angry and his usual grumpy pout replaced the smile as he smoothed his unruly hair down.

How can they laugh at me? So rude!

After gulping the rice down he sleepily went back to his bed for a further few minutes of sleep till his sister Akie (*Mi-chan sniggers*) came and woke him up. Today was the "Swimming Gala" and he (!) Miyake had to swim! He quickly changed into his baggy blue shorts and white shirt, which was his uniform. He was so slim that even the PE shorts that looked tight and small on other people looked big and baggy on his slender frame. After dressing and packing a small bag for the pool he hopped on his bike and biked to school… as usual he made it just in time for the bell… The bell rang just as his bike glided to a halt. There was no way that he would ever arrive at school earlier than the bell!

He jumped off his bike in a rush and then slowly sauntered into the school building, running into Inoue Yusuke on the way… "Yu-chan… ohaiyo!" he muttered grinning at his best friend. They usually met at school in the morning this way, although it seemed like Yusuke was always waiting for him, yet he insisted he wasn’t…

Yusuke said the same to him and they walked to class together… Miyake was already slim and not that tall but Yusuke was even shorter. The two boys looked good together, tanned brown and around the same height, they just seemed to suit each other. So close that people were used to seeing them together.

"Hey Take-chan…wanna come round to my place later? Because we finish early today! We can play computer games ne? And just muck around like usual…" Yusuke trailed of thoughtfully, he didn’t dare look at Miyake’s face but looked down at his feet hoping Miyake would say yes.

"Yusuke…duh…I was just gunna turn up…" Miyake teasingly said poking his tongue out at Yusuke, he lightly slapped him and grinned stupidly at Yusuke.

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The bus arrived at the swimming pool; Miyake and Yusuke got out…it was the first bus and so there was no one else really to talk to…Yusuke was happy that it was just him and Miyake. He smiled happily but when he looked up he inwardly sighed seeing the elder guy Miyazawa Ken coming over. Ken was always grumpy and scary, yelling and bossing everyone. Around him Miyake and Yusuke had to be careful, and polite, especially Miyake as he lived right next door.

Why does he have to come and disturb us? When did he get here?

Soon all the buses arrived and everyone was there…and they could get into the pool to warm up…Yusuke got in but Miyake was too embarrassed by his body …jealously he watched Yusuke’s body…wishing his was as well defined. Truthfully Miyake’s body was better because he usually missed lunch and so that meant he didn’t put on weight and was slim and slender and his body well defined. Miyake always found himself looking at Yusuke’s body in admiration…looking up down at the waist and his chest…he never knew why, but could never stop himself from staring.

The swimming races began … and they sat on the edge of the pool talking… Miyake was of course posing for all the girls there, but only Yusuke seemed to be looking at him… Yusuke nervously stood up, playing with his hands as he looked down at Miyake. Yusuke sighed, as usual Miyake seemed to be only interested in his ex, he could see Miyake jealously watching her as she talked to other guys. Yusuke pouted and struggled to think of something to say just to momentarily get his attention away from her.

"My first race is coming up soon…" Yusuke said down to Miyake who was sitting on the tiles…hoping that maybe Miyake would show some interest, he did and turned back to his best friend.

Miyake stuck his hand up and held Yusuke’s hand, sort of shaking it, sort of just holding it in his bigger hand, his way of wishing him luck! Yusuke grinned at him, thankful for his support…

"Hey I have an idea!" Miyake said standing up…he demonstrated to Yusuke, and with their backs to each other, they linked arms and Miyake pulled him on to his back, spinning him…till Yusuke grew too heavy… Yusuke did the same to Miyake. And spun him around… (Does it make sense? I dunno how to explain…><~!)

Laughing he dropped Miyake carefully, "Man you’re heavy Miyake!" he said jokingly to him…as Miyake poked out his tongue and responded with, "Oh and you’re a feather I suppose?"

"Oh yeh Take-kun…I am lighter than a feather!" Yusuke teasingly said and then froze as there was an announcement of the next race; "Kuso! My race…bai bai…wish me luck ne?" he called out as he ran off.

"Good luck Yu-kun!" he called out to his best friend as he ran off…

Miyake was so bored. It was a long time till he had a race...and they were all boring (!), except the ones where Yusuke swam…and his sister, but he felt like someone was watching him.

Looking around, he could see no one…but those strange girls staring at him… He dismissed it though…girls normally stared at him…nothing special or new!

Yusuke returned all soaking wet … and shook his wet hair all over Miyake. Yusuke laughed at him…as he got freaked out. Grumpily Miyake stood up brushing the water away from his hair; the water ruined his hairstyle!

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Miyake finally had a race. Well, he did not expect to win … and did not! … However, he knew Yusuke watched him swim…because Yusuke was at the end of the pool when he climbed out. Yusuke eyes keenly looking at his slender body, he sighed and wished he were one of those girls that Miyake always liked. He could never understand why Miyake hid his body so much, especially when it was so much sexier than his was.

"Ne, Take-chan…you know you have a good body. Why do you need to cover it so much huh?" Yusuke said seriously as he handed Miyake’s towel to him. Miyake took and shook his head he wrapped around his shoulders before answering…

"Nah, Yu-kun…yours is better!" he negatively said…

Yusuke wrapped his arms around Miyake, his negativity and dislike of his body made him want to tell Miyake how desirable he was, and it was so easy just to hold him in his arms. He just managed to lift him off his feet in a friendly embrace…holding him tightly from behind,

"Ne Yu-kun! What are you doing?" Miyake cried out in complete surprise, wondering what Yusuke was doing.

Yusuke put him down, "Gee! I was merely giving you a friendly hug…you sounded so sad just now!"

"Yeh…. from the back? Swear you did not have something else on your mind huh?" Miyake mischievously said…grinning at Yusuke. "You think I can’t feel things from the back huh?" laughing as his friend slightly blushed…

Have you worked it out yet?

*

They biked to Yusuke’s house together. Miyake remembering Yusuke’s embrace…and the erection…in his back…he wondered if that was normal? But he put it out of his mind as they arrived at his house. No one was home but them…

Yusuke shut his bedroom door behind him as Miyake made himself at home on his friend’s futon…picking up a magazine. He began to flip through it…till Yusuke sat down next to him… Shyly Yusuke looked to him, he blinked his eyes and smiled nervously and then took a deep breath…

 

"Take-chan…um…have you ever … er…kissed… anyone before?"

Miyake was so shocked at the question that he first began to laugh, till he saw Yusuke’s serious face…which was now slightly red "Um…Yusuke…yeh I have…you never have? Not even…"

Yusuke did not answer just turned a deeper shade of red…

"Well it’s easy…" jokingly he said, "want me to show you?"

But to Miyake’s amazement, the smaller boy began to earnestly nod his head. Miyake was shocked…he had not expected that…but Yusuke wanted him too…so taking a deep breath…

"Ok…Yusuke…shut your eyes…but wait…first move closer to me. You’re so far…away…"

What am I doing? Why am I doing this?

Yusuke shortened the distance between them, so he was comfortably crouching near to Miyake, he then shut his eyes…and waited for Miyake to kiss him…

For Miyake there was turmoil in his heart…this was his best friend…and the earlier embrace came flooding back into his head pushing it away from his mind…he shut his eyes and leaned in to Yusuke and kissed him, once on the lips and pulled away…

"There..." he said…but before he could finish speaking…Yusuke grabbed his head and kissed him…gasping from shock Miyake pulled away…his heart was beating so fast now…

Miyake opened one eyelid to eye his red-faced friend… "Was that right?" Yusuke asked…

Miyake just nodded in reply…before…Yusuke suddenly pinned Miyake under him… leaning over Miyake…he bent to kiss him again…but Miyake managed to squirm away…

"Yu-kun…find someone else to kiss, ok? I am not your girlfriend! I was merely demonstrating and did not expect to be turned in to something for you to practice on! Ok?! " He said a little angrily …

"I thought you felt the same as me! I guess not huh? Leave me…now…go. I don’t want to see you again." Yusuke said shocked, he was also clearly hurt, and felt rejected.

I thought that you cared about me? Why did you kiss me if it was nothing to you? Why?!

Shocked Miyake picked up his stuff… and went home…he could not get the kisses out of his head… when he arrived home he began to play L’Arc~en~Ciel loudly on his stereo to cheer himself up… However, he could not get Yusuke out of his mind…his angry face…

*

Miyake walked in to the class…he was 5 minutes late…he had overslept…but where was Yusuke? Not there…he felt a little guilty and wondered if it was because of him! In a way Miyake wanted to say sorry for his getting so mad at Yusuke the day before and he had lead him on in a way but he wondered where he was. A feeling in the pit of his stomach told him it was because of him that Yusuke was not there. He hoped not…even so, he couldn’t stop thinking about why he wasn’t there!

When he reached home he felt lonely and so alone, he was silent as he took the lift up to his apartment, he had never realised just how close he was to Yusuke. Never realised that he spent almost all of his time only with him. Now he realised and it hurt, he sighed as he lay down on the futon trying to relax and forget him…

The image of Yusuke hugging him began to flood his mind, and then the one from later that day when he kissed him passionately…Miyake flinched…his eyes shut as mentally he relived the kisses… The way that Yusuke had pressed his mouth against his and kissed him so hard, it was all passion he realised beginning to feel incredibly dizzy…

So what? He has a crush on me…I should either not be his friend anymore or…

Miyake began to sweat, trying to think of a solution, but all he could think about was the touch of Yusuke’s lips against his, no girl felt like that before… and how his heart had beat so rapidly and now a solitary question began to haunt and plague him. Miyake could find no relevant answer to the question…

So why did you kiss him? For fun? Or is there something more?

*

Each day Miyake went to school early, waiting and watching for Yusuke, he never came. Sighing, Miyake stood up as he hunched his shoulders as he went into the school building…

"Hey! Miyake cheer up! Your acting like Yusuke is your boyfriend!" Steven called out grinning at him, Miyake glared at him and just walked off. It was the same routine nearly everyday, Miyake was grumpier and grumpier, he could no longer sleep at night. Everytime he went to visit the house, Kousuke said he was sick or else no one would answer the door. When he phoned no one would pass Yusuke to him claiming he was too sick.

Two weeks passed, and still Yusuke avoided school and Miyake, Miyake had to know one thing, was he really sick or was he avoiding him? Knowing that Yusuke would not go to school he skipped. Sighing Miyake went to Yusuke’s house to apologise…he banged on the door…but no one answered… he called out so many times and got no reply… just as he was leaving the door opened…

Yusuke was standing there staring at Miyake a little wearily…

Will you forgive me?

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Owari…

But pt2 is coming and maybe even pt. 3!!! =) Comments? What do you think? Should I just stick to writing about Jrockers??? Or…what? *looks around*… sakurai_michan@yahoo.com

Sakurai Mikiko

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